Monday, 26 October 2009

I apologize.

I want to say sorry to all my friends here! for my lack of posts. To give you a few details of my life now. Since Sept 29th of last month I've had 2 days off, and I work 15 hours per day. Sometimes 16 hours. So mind you, I haven't had time to post or make videos on youtube. Hope you understand. But what's really bothering me is I'm contemplating quitting my job because for the 1 month I've been at work, I've been at the hospital emergency room 3 times for exhaustion, liver failure, and dehydration. So I' don't know whether it's worth it or not, but I love what I do. In addition to the physical stress, there is a whole lotta mental stress too which is letting my hair fall out in clumps. I look so haggard lately I haven't dared taken a photo of myself. I just hope you all are well, tho! and life goes on... Sometimes ppl have to make sarifices, just to achieve their dreams. .....

wan an!!!!


*big kisses*


  1. Oh sweetie.... please take more care of yourself and I do agree that work can be too much sometimes... I remember once wanting to faint while I was working...but coz I was with a student I couldn't let it get to me and tried to pull myself together (it was bloody exhausting). If need be health always rules over anything jobs come and go, you can probably find a better one and maybe more relaxed to some degree. I'll be rooting for ya all the way from Aus hahaahah Stay well now :)

  2. Your health is the most important.
    Without it, how can you continue?

    You should think about leaving your job if you think it will always be like this.

    But is it just really stressful now because the store just opened?

    Take care and I hope things get better.

  3. Hi Cathy, this is my first time to leave comments here. I get to know you from your youtube video. I think that you are a lovely girl and hope that you find a good balance between your dream and health soon.

  4. Hi Cathy - I just discovered your blog and I love it :) but your health is most important. Please take care of yourself and i hope your work gets less stressful. if not, i hope you can find another with a better work/life balance.

    Take care!

  5. I'm sorry you aren't doing well! Always put your health and well-being first doll! But, if it's only so stressful and busy because it recently just opened, then maybe you should try to be a trooper and get through it? If it's always going to be like this though, then it's not worth it...Maybe they should hire more employees? Take care and I hope things settle down and get better! xx(:

  6. i mean if this is what you love to do and you've wanted it soo bad! now you finally have it, you must stick with it!! I think it's worth it. You just need to remain strong! You don't want the 1 month go to waste!

  7. hey caffy
    hopefully you can get better soon.

    And Im a new follower. I really like your videos on youtube

  8. Hi, I've been a subscriber on youtube for a long time, just with a different nickname ;)

    Sorry to hear you're having such a hard time, that really does not sound good at all! :(
    I do hope it won't continue to be that stressful. When you even have to go to hospital three times in such a short time.. that's really bad. Wheather you quit it or not, stay strong and good luck! xx

  9. 0_0 I missed you and came to take a look. I'm really sorry and sad that you've not been well! Wish I can be there with you. Will be praying for you... *hugs*